Rules and Consequences

I have ventured into submission again. Even though I am mouthy, bratty, controlling, etc, I really enjoy being a submissive.  I believe that every slave/sub has a Master/Dom that is made perfectly for them. I have great confidence that I have found that perfect Master. I feel the need to stop whatever I am doing and complete a task that he has asked of me.  I dread having him disappointed in me and dislike not being able to talk to him until I complete a task.

This brings me to the title....Rules and Consequences. I did not chose this title, my Master did, but it suits me perfectly at this time. Rules are very hard for me. I argue them, ignore them or just change them up to make them easier to accept. If I don't like something, my answer is usually a quick no. No reasoning, just no.

I am a person that needs rules, even though I dislike them. It goes with my need to keep lists, to stay on task, rules are needed as well. I tend to be a free spirit and live in the moment...if it makes me happy, I'll do it. If not, well then, no.

I am already dealing with consequences. What do I think of this. *SMH* Master is strict, but fair. I am learning to just say Yes Master and go with it. No sorry allowed. He says it's overused. Funny I think the same. He already is in my mind. We think alike.

I wasn't allowed to play last night as a consequence of not properly completing a task. Master does not like to repeat himself. I understand this. I also tend to not 'fully' complete a task. Excitement could be the reason. I must pay better attention to this.

Master has set Rules in place. I am following them. I do not want to disappoint. I am sure if I do, he will set me back in my place.

Dirty Little Pet...